11 years ago,
We had a camp at school. It was around 6 p.m, before maghrib, during the daily disapperance of the sun. Me and my friend, we were having a conversation while walking. I still remember vividly what we were talking about. We were pondering about the future.
"what we will be doing 10 years from now?"
Its been 11 years now.
She's a wife, a mom to a cute baby boy, a working mom.
While i'm still in my final year degree.
We both remember whenever she asked me "when do you think you are getting married?"
Since almost the past 10 years, i can't believe myself being consistent. I have been giving the same answer for years!
"10 more years"
"Why do your 10 years never changed?"
I think now i am tired of being consistent. will reduced my 10 years now.
Maybe at least 2 or 3 more years? haha
You can't be believing me when i said i wanna get married at 30 right? -.-
Since then i have always been pondering whether i can have such moment again.
A moment where you are pondering about what will happen to you in the next few years and you are finally living the years that you have been pondering about.
The moment from 11 years back is so dearly to me because i can still picture the situation on my mind. and we both remembered, at least from the last time i asked. Not sure if she forgot that now that she had a baby and have too much to think and lost her memory.
Now i am pondering the same question from 11 years ago.
10 years from now, i cannot imagine what kind of future i will be living.
I can have imaginations on what kind of life i want to live, but in reality its uncertain. Nobody knows what might happen.
I am writing this post because i just read surah Az-zumar ayat 68-74.
First, will i still be living during that time.
Second, which road will my deeds in this life lead me to.
That's the real thing to ponder. I always have this kind of thought, sometimes.
Its not a right thing to think too much about it, i know.
So lets just live the life now and do the deeds that will lead us to the road that we want to take; in the hereafter.
I'm still struggling too.
We had a camp at school. It was around 6 p.m, before maghrib, during the daily disapperance of the sun. Me and my friend, we were having a conversation while walking. I still remember vividly what we were talking about. We were pondering about the future.
"what we will be doing 10 years from now?"
Its been 11 years now.
She's a wife, a mom to a cute baby boy, a working mom.
While i'm still in my final year degree.
We both remember whenever she asked me "when do you think you are getting married?"
Since almost the past 10 years, i can't believe myself being consistent. I have been giving the same answer for years!
"10 more years"
"Why do your 10 years never changed?"
I think now i am tired of being consistent. will reduced my 10 years now.
Maybe at least 2 or 3 more years? haha
You can't be believing me when i said i wanna get married at 30 right? -.-
Since then i have always been pondering whether i can have such moment again.
A moment where you are pondering about what will happen to you in the next few years and you are finally living the years that you have been pondering about.
The moment from 11 years back is so dearly to me because i can still picture the situation on my mind. and we both remembered, at least from the last time i asked. Not sure if she forgot that now that she had a baby and have too much to think and lost her memory.
Now i am pondering the same question from 11 years ago.
10 years from now, i cannot imagine what kind of future i will be living.
I can have imaginations on what kind of life i want to live, but in reality its uncertain. Nobody knows what might happen.
I am writing this post because i just read surah Az-zumar ayat 68-74.
First, will i still be living during that time.
Second, which road will my deeds in this life lead me to.
That's the real thing to ponder. I always have this kind of thought, sometimes.
Its not a right thing to think too much about it, i know.
So lets just live the life now and do the deeds that will lead us to the road that we want to take; in the hereafter.
I'm still struggling too.
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